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| Though fans have speculated on the exact nature of [[Shinji Ikari|Shinji's]] relationship with [[Kaworu]], it is clear that Kaworu represents a sort of idealized figure to Shinji, as he appears out of seemingly nowhere when Shinji is completely desperate for any sort of connection with anyone, as all of his friends are either dead, unreachable or alienated from him. In the anime, Kaworu appears to demonstrate affection towards Shinji as he says "It means, I love you" in the anime. Kaworu telling him he loved/liked him was very significant for Shinji as he is afraid of talking to [[Asuka]], [[Misato]] or [[Rei]], and losing everyone else. Shinji he felt utterly alone and believed nobody cared about him - though he still keeps believing this afterwards, despite Kaworu. It should be noted, however, that Kaworu uses the ambiguous "suki" form which has possible non-romantic and simply intimate connotations and can simply mean "like" or "fond of", and that he is deserving of "koui" (行為), which means simply "good will" or "favor", not "koi", "love". When he mentions this to [[Misato]] later, Shinji also used the ambiguous "suki" form and the "-nda" form, which indicates uncertainty. This line has necessary ambiguity in order to represent Kaworu's own lack of understanding regarding levels of intimacy and societal norms, part of what shocks Shinji and allows Kaworu to bypass his barriers of self defense, as he isn't even aware those exist, as he himself has none. When Shinji is fighting Kaworu, he states Kaworu has betrayed him, just like his father did, indicating he might have been seeking a similar form of support from him, reinforcing his role as an idealization. This metaphorical meaning of his presence is emphasized further with the reappearance of Kaworu in [[End of Evangelion]], when Shinji is traumatized by experiencing Misato's and [[Asuka Langley Sohryu|Asuka's]] death and becomes desperate, Kaworu reveals himself to be part of of Lilith to ease Shinji's anxiety, which proves to work well on him, although Shinji only enters Instrumentality after Lilith reverts to [[Rei Ayanami|Rei's]] form and melts by seeing a woman's breasts. Though the precise nature of their relationship is debatable and yet to be determined, Kaworu forms a strong connection with Shinji. His absence from Instrumentality and even the Congratulations scene when even characters like [[Aoba]] are present bring into question how much Kaworu affected him besides Shinji's own desperation. Shinji, in fact, seeking unconditional affection from everybody, unwilling to return their own needs, is a fact that has hindered Shinji's happiness throughout most of the series, and Kaworu, being a somewhat non-human character without his own emotional needs (whereas Rei had slowly developed those) is the only one that does that. Moreover, the way Kaworu treats Shinji as a sort of avatar for humanity also brings into question if his affection is directed towards humanity as a whole. | | {{expand}} |
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| | Though fans have speculated on what kind of relationship Shinji had with [[Kaworu Nagisa|Kaworu]] it is at least clear that Kaworu represented a sort of idealized friend-figure to Shinji, possibly more than that, granting his wish for someone to understand him, treat him well. Developer commentary mentions the subtext between the two and at one point a kissing scene was planned, but eventually cut. Shinji also found himself confessing his own emotions to Kaworu, talking about things he hadn’t had with anyone else. Kaworu came to Shinji in his darkest hour and gave Shinji the kindness the Third Child so desperately sought in others, only to feel horribly betrayed and hurt when it turned out Kaworu was the final Angel. |
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| | This, paired with the fact that Shinji had killed what he saw as a human being, was part of what drove Shinji into his state of absolute despair in [[Episode 25%27]], in which he declared that he felt unworthy even of the piloting which had consumed his identity, thinking that if all he did was hurt and kill others, it was better to do nothing. By that, though, he may have condemned Asuka, who was fighting against the [[Mass Production Evangelions]], to death. |
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| | See Also: [[Theory and Analysis:Kaworu's Agenda]] |
| | See Also: [[Theory and Analysis:Kaworu's Lines in Episode 24]] |
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| This, paired with the fact that Shinji had killed what he saw as a human being and someone he cared about, was part of what drove him into his state of absolute despair in Episode 25, in which he declared that he felt unworthy even of the piloting which had consumed his identity, thinking that if all he did was hurt and kill others, it was better to do nothing. By that, though, he may have condemned Asuka, who was fighting against the [[Mass Production Evangelions]], to death. Had this not been the case, it is very possible he and Asuka could have defeated the Evas and stopped Third Impact altogether, a fact that greatly benefits [[SEELE]]. Shinji depositing all of his hopes for self-worth onto Kaworu, and having that fail him, also reinforces Shinji's notions that if he can't rely unconditionally on people and never risk rejection then he is not actually loved by anyone at all and everyone should just die, part of what motivates him to start Third Impact. In End of Evangelion, Shinji desperately seeks this same sort of unconditional affection from Asuka, and is still certain that he is unloved and unworthy, as he demonstrates he has in fact returned to his own childish beliefs about himself, even after the way Kaworu (whom he does not even mention) treated him, and other characters respond to him that he is in fact liked and treated nicely by them, but Shinji refuses to believe it. In contrast to Kaworu, when Shinji, in a similar state of desperation, asks for Asuka's own unconditional affection, Asuka refuses as she does not want to be an emotional crutch and an escape for him, and demands he gives himself to her as well, but Shinji is unwilling to give back any affection himself. Asuka says he doesn't really like anyone, as he doesn't even love himself. When Kaworu and Rei as Adam and Lilith state they represent the hope for understanding and love, Shinji replies it is just a pretense, but if he returns to the real world, at least there he will know his feelings are real.
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Though fans have speculated on what kind of relationship Shinji had with Kaworu it is at least clear that Kaworu represented a sort of idealized friend-figure to Shinji, possibly more than that, granting his wish for someone to understand him, treat him well. Developer commentary mentions the subtext between the two and at one point a kissing scene was planned, but eventually cut. Shinji also found himself confessing his own emotions to Kaworu, talking about things he hadn’t had with anyone else. Kaworu came to Shinji in his darkest hour and gave Shinji the kindness the Third Child so desperately sought in others, only to feel horribly betrayed and hurt when it turned out Kaworu was the final Angel.
This, paired with the fact that Shinji had killed what he saw as a human being, was part of what drove Shinji into his state of absolute despair in Episode 25', in which he declared that he felt unworthy even of the piloting which had consumed his identity, thinking that if all he did was hurt and kill others, it was better to do nothing. By that, though, he may have condemned Asuka, who was fighting against the Mass Production Evangelions, to death.
See Also: Theory and Analysis:Kaworu's Agenda
See Also: Theory and Analysis:Kaworu's Lines in Episode 24
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