ASUKA'S VOICE:“That time, my mom was hanging from the ceiling.
The expression on her face looked very happy.”
UrsusArctos: Oh, this is absolutely real. Why is a suicidal person suddenly turning happy a serious warning? It means they've decided to carry through with their suicide. Just because most suicide attempts are failures doesn't make it less awful - all you need is one successful attempt, like this one - and it's over.