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The Case of Misato Katsuragi

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TEXT:“CASE 1”
Dr. Nick: As Anno's originally envisioned deuteragonist, Misato still gets a fairly lengthy mind interrogation.


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MISATO:“Where am I?”


197
TEXT:“In the Case of Misato Katsuragi”


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SHINJI:“This is the me that exists in your mind, Misato.”

MISATO:“And at the same time, the me that exists in your mind, right?”

Dr. Nick: Although this "one's perception of others" thing has been well set up before, it may at first seem like a weird complication to bring up when actual mind-meld/telepathy is already taking place. But that's what makes the ramp-up stages of Instrumentality, where AT Fields have broken down but soul unification is yet to happen, such a confusing and traumatic thing: you're stuck in your personal hell while it's crashing into and being invaded by other people's personal hells. I feel this is best visualized in cuts 305-306.


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SHINJI:“I must connect with all sorts of people in order for me to

find who I am. I must search deep within myself. I must search deep within the Misato that exists in my mind.”


200
SHINJI (OFF):“What is it that you want, Misato?”


201
TEXT:“"You want to be a good girl?"”


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MISATO:“I have to be a good girl.”


203
TEXT:“"Why?"”


204
MISATO:“Because my dad's not around.

I have to help my mom and be a good girl.”


205
MISATO:“But I don't want to become like my mom”


206
MISATO:“because she's always crying when my dad isn't here.

No crying, no being spoiled.”


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MISATO:“That's why I have to be a good girl.”


208
MISATO:“And I'm going to do my best so my dad won't hate me.”


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MISATO:“But I hate my father.

That's why I hate being good too. I hate it all now. And I'm so tired. Of having to maintain my clean image. Of myself, for keeping up this pretense of being so pristine. I'm just tired of it. I want to be dirty. I wanted to see what I looked like when I was no longer perfect.”


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RITSUKO:“Is that why you slept with him?

With that man?”

MISATO:“No, I slept with him because I loved him.”


211
MISATO:“Did you really love him?”

MISATO:“Yes, I did. He accepted me for who I am.”


212
TEXT:“"Really?"”


213
MISATO:“He was kind to me!”


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MISATO:“No! Stop it! Don't show this part of me to Shinji!”


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KAJI:“There's no reason to be embarrassed after all that has happened.”


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MISATO:“It IS embarrassing!”

MISATO'S VOICE:“Why is it embarrassing? You have no problem... no, you actually enjoy presenting this side of yourself to the man you love.”

MISATO:“No! Please stop!”


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MISATO'S VOICE:“In all honesty, you are actually happy to show this to Shinji.”


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MISATO:“That's a lie! You're wrong! Wrong!”

MISATO'S VOICE:“I don't know about that. You actually want to show this to your father, don't you?”

MISATO:“You're wrong!”

MISATO'S VOICE:“You sought peace in Kaji's face as he slept.”

MISATO:“You're wrong!”

MISATO'S VOICE:“You sought peace in Kaji's warmth.”

MISATO:“You're wrong!”

MISATO'S VOICE:“You sought your father in Kaji's arms.”


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MISATO:“That's right.”

MISATO:“That time, I saw my own father in Kaji.”


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MISATO:“That's why I ran away from him.

I was scared. It was as if he were my father and... But it was actually because I was happy. I derived pleasure from it. It was a moment of unbearably wonderful feeling. That's why I hated it.”


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MISATO:“That's why I split up with him.”


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KAJI:“Well, I guess it just means love begins for no reason,

but always ends for a reason.”

MISATO:“You're so kind, Kaji. Please take that kindness...”


233
MISATO:“...and tarnish me with it.”


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KAJI:“Just because you hate yourself now doesn't mean you should hurt yourself.

That's just fooling yourself into feeling better by punishing yourself for the moment.”


236
KAJI:“You should stop doing that.”


237
MISATO:“And you're going to tell me to be good to myself, right?”


238
MISATO:“That's what all men are like.

And after that, they go off to work, into their own worlds. Leaving me behind...”

CHILD MISATO:“Just like Father.”

MISATO:“All I'm ever doing is running away from the harsh reality.”

MISATO:“Harsh reality? That's me, isn't it? Of course, just look at me. It's only to be expected.”


239
SHINJI:“Stop it”


240
SHINJI:“Misato!”


241
MISATO:“Sometimes, I lose all hope for myself! I hate it!”


242
IBUKI:“FiIth, you're so dirty.”


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RITSUKO:“You're pathetic.”


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ASUKA:“Disgusting! You're just foul!

That's what you call a mature relationship?! You make me puke!”

Mr. Tines: This cut of Asuka is performing sterling service for any time an accusation needs be made.



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HYUGA:“Congratulations on your promotion, Major Katsuragi.”


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MISATO:“The person being recognized is the me who's putting on a

performance in order to be recognized. It's not the real me.”

UrsusArctos: Pretty sure this is recycled from Episode 21. Can't recall what all the documentation is about, though.



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MISATO:“The real you is aIways crying.”
UrsusArctos: Am I seriously mistaken or is this short of the crying little Misato unique? I don't ever remember seeing anything like it.


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MISATO:“No, I'm happy.”


249
TEXT:“"Am I happy?"”


250
MISATO:“I'm happy.”


251
TEXT:“"Am I happy?"”


252
MISATO:“I am happy!”


253
TEXT:“"Am I happy?"”


254
MISATO:“No! This isn't happiness!”


255
TEXT:“"What is happiness?"”


256
MISATO:“This isn't the real me!”


257
MISATO:“I've only made myself believe that it is!”


258
SHINJI:“Is that what we have to do to keep on living?”


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SHINJI:“You're afraid when you're not together.”


273
REI:“You're insecure.”


274
RITSUKO:“Unless someone's sleeping by your side.”


275
ASUKA:“Are you scared of sleeping by yourself?”


276
IBUKI:“Are you lonely sleeping by yourself after all?”


277
KAJI:“You can't bear the loss in your heart.”


278
HYUGA:“That's why you'll be with anyone, it doesn't matter who.”


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MISATO:“That's not true!”

MISATO:“No, you just want to give yourself over to simple pleasure. You just want to soothe your soul through temporary escapes and you're only using men to that end.”

MISATO:“No! You're wrong! Wrong!”


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TEXT:“What could it be that she wants?”
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